The Weekends...

Well I have no idea if anyone even reads this blog, but I'll update for my own entertainment anyways :)

A couple weeks ago Mat and I went out to Modesto to Amy and Trevor's house on that Friday. It was a lot of fun. Trevor and Mat get along great, which is very good considering she's my best friend, well and Bridgy too. Saturday we got up and did LOTS of yard work! Hard core yard work. Then we headed to Stockton with Jake for a race. It was kinda lame cuz there weren't many cars or people, but I still had fun. We left early and came back to the house and hung out for a bit.

This past weekend we went to Bass Pro Shop before his game because I'd never been there. He always tries to buy me stuff every time we go anywhere! I really appreciate it but damn, I'm so bad at letting people do that. I feel awful because of school, I can't pay for much as it is. Eh, what can ya do? After that we went to his softball game and then headed to Target. I ran into my really good friends Melissa, Joe and Aiden which was awesome! I hadn't seen them since November (they live 2 hours away). When I got home, I had a comment on FB from Melissa saying that I looked really happy and that they liked my new man. It's so nice to hear from people that don't see you that often that you look really happy. It was just one of those small comments, that meant a whole lot. It reminded me of when I went to lunch with an old friend a month or so ago. She said that before it always seemed like there was something wrong. Not enough for her to want to try and pry, but I just didn't seem completely happy. She said that now, I just look happy, act happy, and it's such a difference :)

Anyways, Saturday morning we went to my dad's softball game which was a lot of fun. I haven't been in a long time and it's nice that Mat really wanted to go too, makes it easier. Then we left for Placerville for a race. Good times again! However, I let myself get too drunk. Whatever, you live, you learn.

I have no idea why I even made this update, I have nothing of any interest to post. I guess I'm just trying to kill time before I get off work in ten minutes.

I'm really excited for girl's night this Friday. I'm going with all drama free, extremely close friends of mine. These are the girls that will be around forever. As much as I love the fact that Mat and I spend so much time together, it's always nice to have nights away.

Life is still good, however I still have this guard up and I can't bring myself to completely let go. I guess that can be good though. Only time will tell.

Until next time, chao!

I'm back!

So I haven't updated my blog in a while, especially considering it had been about my previous relationship before. So I'll do a very quick update on what all has gone down in the past few months.

Me and my boyfriend I was with for 3 1/2 years broke up in December. He was an alcoholic who refused to get better. He had a great big heart, and I always held out hope for him, but he treated me too awful for me to bear it anymore. After getting out of the relationship, I realized I had been done for years. He had basically been a best friend to me that I wanted to help, and the in love part had disappeared years ago.

So, fast forward to the middle of January. A guy I had previously known in the past popped back into my life. He took me out, showed me how a girl is supposed to be treated, and not to be cliche, but totally swept me off my feet. I seriously felt like I had no choice in the matter with it, but I loved it. Now, I have this wonderful boyfriend that takes care of me, treats me wonderful, and I have a blast with. He supports me with my schooling, my friends, my family, and everything that is important to me. It's the most amazing feeling.

I never thought I'd say I'd been in a relationship for a couple months and not gotten into one fight. My good friend Danielle has a wonderful husband, James. I remember a few years ago when they were still dating she told me they had never really been in a fight. I was shocked and thought that was so rare, and just didn't happen. However, I get it now. Not that I'm saying we're perfect, because I'm almost positive we'll fight about something down the road, that's just how our personalities are.

Anyways, I'm really happy in life right now. School is going really well, and I've actually made some friends there. I'm only taking one class right now, but it's good for jumping back into delta. Luckily, I have Mat who supports my schooling as well, so I'll be able to switch to working part time as soon as I get my credit cards down and go to school full time. If all goes as planned, I can hopefully apply for nursing school next year sometime.

My life with friends is much more awesome now too. I don't have the constant problem of no one liking my boyfriend. I've reconnected with a lot of the friends that have been around for the longest. I drifted from a lot of them and it's really good to have them back in my life.

Needless to say after all that, I am very happy and life is going great! <3